Thursday, 6 March 2014

Moving On (part 1)

Hi

Salam Jumaat everyone :)

I am writing this while waiting for my friend's sister to babysit

yeahh I always babysit kids hehee

alright okay lets just straight to the point now

well,,

in my previous post, 
you guys can see how I have been telling you guys about my heartbreaks and all
hmmm
pathetic right?
hahaha
its okay everyone has their own pathetic moment (a moment of silent)

having a heartbroken is really not everyone's choice in life
because i can tell ya,
it hurts like really hurt that I had once been admitted a week to Hospital because of dengue fever but heartbreak is far really worst the pain

to get out from the heartbreaks is sooo tough!
I play tricking, capoeira, rowing, climbing, tennis and handball but heartbreak is toughest!

but you know what?
life is a game
once you step out from this heartbreak,
you are one level ahead.

so the magic word to be a one level up is
MOVING ON

yeah that word!
Move On Darling!

you must to, you have to and you gotta do it RIGHT NOW!

if you still do not have the courage, think of other people

as for my situation,
I think of my friends
they have been there since day 1 and always been there for me
so if I choose to just play along with this heartbroken feeling,
pity my friends
they have to see me all soulless and emotionless everyday
that would not be healthy and fun for our friendship

so,
LET IT GO AND MOVE ON

"I live now and in the future, I dont live in the past"
words I have been telling myself  for the past few days

it works
at least I am no longer hoping for my past

I am moving on because of my friends
because I love them 
so I dont want to trouble and worry them all the time with my hopeless feeling

How did my friends helped me?
They listened to me, consoled me, sat besides me while Im crying non stop, they dont let me being alone cos they afraid I might do something stupid, they gave strong motivational words, they drove me to places so that I can clear and ease my mind, they called me many times just to make sure that I am okay, they understand me but they never say bad things about Mr X just to console. It shows how matured they are right..

so yeah, that can be tips too if you guys have a heartbroken friend and need help but you dont know how to help him/her

to my friends who always been there for me,
you know who you are,
THANK YOU SO MUCH 
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

well I guess that is all as for part one of this title (haha)

shall write more soon!

END




Wednesday, 5 March 2014

Cant wait!

Hi everyone!

Im at IIUM mosque waiting for Zuhur right now.

Lol

By the way, im writing now just to tell you guys that I have been thinking a lot yesterday and been scolded too.

Haha

Scolded in a good positive ways.

Or so called been advised lah..

And


I cant wait to tell you guys about it

Now is not the right time to write in lengthy

So yeah

Lets just wait tonight then

"Bajet bajet ada orang nak baca pulak haha"

Haha  I dont care I want to write jugak!

Haha lols

Alright till then

END


Friday, 5 October 2012

Copied

ALASAN-ALASAN UNTUK CLASH CARA STUDENT,

Student Kimia : Saya banyak terdedah dgn bahan kimia, saya takut tak dpt beri zuriat. Kita berpisah eh? "

Student Fizik : "Saya belajar pasal fizik kuantum yg tak nampak, jadi saya tak nampak awak dlm diri saya. Kita clash"

Student Matematik : "Saya dah buat kira-kira guna limit function, mmg sampai sini saja limit perhubungan kita"

Student Biologi : Maaf, saya dah jatuh cinta dengan serangga dan tumbuh-tumbuhan. Bukan dgn awak lagi"

Student Pergigian : "Saya tahu yg cinta awak palsu sepalsu gigi palsu! Nyenyenye."

Student Perundangan : "Talk to the hand, see you in court!"

Student Sains Politik : "Awak dah tahu saya ni Pro-M, yang awak undi Pro-Aspirasi pasal apa? Kita break!!" LOL

Student Seni : "Gaya awak tak cukup abstrak untuk menambat hati saya. Maaf"

Student Pengajian Islam : "saya solat istikharah malam tadi dan sorry, awak tak ada dalam petunjuk masa depan saya".
 
 
*found this in IIUM online. hahaha. 

Friday, 24 August 2012

Megatron

Bismillah..




I do not know why but let us agree to disagree. Point form it is.

Have you ever imagine of serving the country in war? well I do.

I often imagine that we will be in war someday. I guess because of seeing too much war and and because of I'm watching the very first Transformer in TV2 right now.

Besides war, of which I've been talking lately, I always think of the extreme natural disaster like tsunami, earth quakes, tornado which caused very much destruction to the earth other than the weapon of mass destruction. okay what am I talking now... Zzz.

And because of that, lately, I've been prepared myself physically to face the unknown future.

Running, Martial Arts, Tricking, to keep myself fit and in a high endurance and stamina level.

It is not negative to think and imagine that way, it makes me becoming a better person, better Malaysian to be thankful for what I have.  

End.

Capoeira (part 1)

Bismillah...



Ola,

After I joined Capoeira for the late last year, I've been meeting various people sharing different background but unite in this one Capoeira Club for the same interest. My journey in Capoeira has been so wonderful so far. I had been given opportunity to perform in shows inside and outside my university. and As I decided, proceed with point form.

  • Capoeira is a philosophy martial arts that was created by African Slaves in Brazil some 450 years ago. The slaves, being ingenious as they were, disguised their fighting techniques by incorporating dance, acrobatics, music and singing so as not to alarm any of the overseers. However, when it was finally time to either defend themselves or revolt they would use the techniques practiced when they danced Capoeira. The overseers could not anticipated their moves as it sometimes seen as dancing, acrobatic but they were actually defending, attacking and fighting. 
  • There are many types of Capoeira as in Silat, we have Silat Gayung, Silat Cekak, so does Capoeira. And practically in Malaysia, at present, if I'm not mistaken, we have Cordao De Ouro Malaysia  ( http://www.capoeira.my ) which I've been joining it now, Ache Brazil, Au Capoeira, EBC Capoeira, Bantus Capoeira and etc etc which I could not remember at the moment.
  • Cordao De Ouro was first founded by Mestre Suassuana along with Mestre Brasilia when they moved to Sao Paulo in Brazil. Since then, Cordao De Ouro have been part of life of many people across the globe.
  • In Capoeira, we have music that must be played along while doing Jogo (Capoeira Game) in Roda (Capoeira Circle). The music let the Capoeiristas to keep the pace of the Jogo and to communicate with the surrounding spectators. We have our very own and unique music instruments such as Berimbau that couldn't be find anywhere in Malaysia and many other which I also couldn't remember their names. My bad.

well I guess that is all for now. Short and brief history of Capoeira. A lot more to share but long entry is just going to be very boring. For me and you. so ya, until I continue to make another entry for Capoeira, Muito Obrigado! AXE!


For more Axe, visit http://www.capoeira.my

These aren't good

I find this very disturbing







Thursday, 23 August 2012

Jangan Kaya Sorang-Sorang

Bismillah...

  • I see things when the lights travel into my eyes bringing all the information to the brain to be interpreted. I started to think when there is a question mark in my mind. and there it goes, i am being distracted by things in front of me now..
  • ahha, my friends always said to me that i am an over-confident girl. I am not a realist. I wonder how do they know if i am a realist or not since we're not sharing the same story of life. hmm.
  • "I want to be rich and get married with rich people so that i can afford buying luxury things and leading a luxurious way of life" i always said this to my father and he said I am not being realist and matured. he said that do wish to live in a moderate life, in a modest way of life, enough to buy things and support life. well i disagree to that. what is so wrong dreaming to be rich and get married with rich people? at least I can show to them that Malay people can also be as rich as those Chinese in Malaysia. I can help my people who in need of things to survive, I can donate to those poor, I can boost the economy ( i think its possible ) , create jobs opportunities, prove to them that muslims can succeed, that we are competence in terms of economics and survival,  why we have to be under them when we are able to go beyond them?
  • you dont have to stick with the stigmatisation or the way it is supposed to be in that society you are living in, break the circle and go out, just be yourself and do whatever it takes to be yourself as long as it does not cause you any problems or giving others any trouble. when you do something, always remember that you are not living alone on this earth, do think of others. anticipate other humans. "jangan kaya sorang-sorang"
 End.