Showing posts with label Moving on. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Moving on. Show all posts

Friday, 11 March 2016

My Love Story Eps 1 (First Love Someone Else's Husband)


Hi other people's sweetheart!

It has been so long since my last post righttt

I am so sorry I was too occupied with so many things lately. 

Okay so now lets not waste time and straight to the point. 

As is the topic, Im gonna share about my love story one by one okay. From my so called first love until now of which I dont know still got love for me or not. hahaha. 

So bear with me guys!! (while listening to hindi song Jiya Jale to get the mood)

Lets just do some intro first okay shall we


I am a law graduate from International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM). I did my foundation or asasi in law in UiTM Shah Alam for a year and my Bachelor of Laws in IIUM for 4 years. So in IIUM, if you're not from their foundation, you'll be called as direct intake student. So I was a direct intake student. Which means I was not really familiar with IIUM Culture, Friends, Environment and many other things lah. So this is how the story goes...


Once upon a time, before I became a law student in IIUM, I was working or rather volunteering at Petrosains KLCC. From there I met a friend and he was from IIUM as well. So we became friend (until now) and I knew that he joined this one very awesome group called Capoeira. Its a martial art! 

Later when I entered IIUM, he invited me to join the club and I said Yes although I was not that physically active or you know, adventurous or into sports or into any physical activities lah so can you guys imagine how hard is thattt??? 

Its a martial art for god sake! Everyday my body ached here and there. So in that club, we have got a lot of seniors. And male seniors. (wahhh cuci mata hehehe)

And got this one gentleman as well. I call him Gentleman because he really is I tell ya.

Well let me just briefly describe about him first (this gentleman not my friend just now dont confuse! hahaha)

Physical:
Not so tall but not so short. Just nice!
Skin fairer than me but not too much. Just nice!
A square facial bone with flawless skin face. 
No facial hair as well
Contrary to my nose, his nose is quite you know, penyet or kembang.
Clean teeth
Wide smile
He's thin but not skinny

Well to describe really detail would mean I am scary right like a stalker or psycho rightt. So Im not gonna tell you guys till that detail even though well I observed really really detail I tell ya hahaha (kidding!) Above all, he's physically clean and perfect 10/10 lah hahaha over!

Okay so he's a bit alim alim gitu or so called religious lah.

Oh wait did I tell you that he came from the same Kulliyyah as mine which mean he was my senior in law school lah hahaha (I die lah if any of my Capoeira friends read this cos I got only one law senior who's into Capoeira you know so its so obvious! hahaha)

He is a bit older than me. 3 years older if Im not mistaken. He was in his third year when I met him. 
He looked like a bit sombong or snobbish like that lah when I first met him. He didnt talk so much with girls or females or ladies or sisters. He looked a reserved kinda a guy lah. But later he turned into a very nice guy seriously. 

I talked to him for the first time when I wanted to ask for help regarding law of Torts. My UiTM friend called me and asked but I didnt know how to answer so I gave my phone to him and he talked with my friend. That was my first time talked to him. See, I still remember hahaha alahaii

Oh ya he's not smoking which is A plus plus hahaha

And this guy was my First Love (cries) (Taal se taal mila's song comes up)

I had a lot of incidents with him. By incidents here it means moments that remind me of him. He's a very nice guy. Everytime I went for Capoeira training, since I got no car and the training place was quite far, so I will either tumpang him or my friend just now. I got really really excited when I tumpang him cos I can ride his car, chit chat a bit even though he had to wait for me to be ready for quite long hahaha. Oh ya mind you guys its not only me who tumpang him in his car. Got another good friend of mine as well. A lady, law student and joined Capoeira as well. hahaha. 

I asked a lot of things about laws and studies and whatnot to him. Because I actually just wanna have or wanna create a conversation with him. And he will response to every bit of it. Which is so made my heart flattering hahaha

There are few moments that I still keep in mind up until now. Few important moments. But I dont think Im gonna share with you guys in this entry hehehe. Cos the entry is quite long already you guys will feel bored.

I'll share those in the next entry okay!

So stay tune guys!

Not your first love,
Iman






Thursday, 6 March 2014

Moving On (part 1)

Hi

Salam Jumaat everyone :)

I am writing this while waiting for my friend's sister to babysit

yeahh I always babysit kids hehee

alright okay lets just straight to the point now

well,,

in my previous post, 
you guys can see how I have been telling you guys about my heartbreaks and all
hmmm
pathetic right?
hahaha
its okay everyone has their own pathetic moment (a moment of silent)

having a heartbroken is really not everyone's choice in life
because i can tell ya,
it hurts like really hurt that I had once been admitted a week to Hospital because of dengue fever but heartbreak is far really worst the pain

to get out from the heartbreaks is sooo tough!
I play tricking, capoeira, rowing, climbing, tennis and handball but heartbreak is toughest!

but you know what?
life is a game
once you step out from this heartbreak,
you are one level ahead.

so the magic word to be a one level up is
MOVING ON

yeah that word!
Move On Darling!

you must to, you have to and you gotta do it RIGHT NOW!

if you still do not have the courage, think of other people

as for my situation,
I think of my friends
they have been there since day 1 and always been there for me
so if I choose to just play along with this heartbroken feeling,
pity my friends
they have to see me all soulless and emotionless everyday
that would not be healthy and fun for our friendship

so,
LET IT GO AND MOVE ON

"I live now and in the future, I dont live in the past"
words I have been telling myself  for the past few days

it works
at least I am no longer hoping for my past

I am moving on because of my friends
because I love them 
so I dont want to trouble and worry them all the time with my hopeless feeling

How did my friends helped me?
They listened to me, consoled me, sat besides me while Im crying non stop, they dont let me being alone cos they afraid I might do something stupid, they gave strong motivational words, they drove me to places so that I can clear and ease my mind, they called me many times just to make sure that I am okay, they understand me but they never say bad things about Mr X just to console. It shows how matured they are right..

so yeah, that can be tips too if you guys have a heartbroken friend and need help but you dont know how to help him/her

to my friends who always been there for me,
you know who you are,
THANK YOU SO MUCH 
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

well I guess that is all as for part one of this title (haha)

shall write more soon!

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